Mille commitments Hello everyone! Among the thousand commitments no longer has a free moment to write exams, thesis, work, scouts, family ... we have one thousand to do, and while we feel super active and happy, the other may find a little time to think bit 'too ourselves, which I sometimes do not absolutely evil. I'm in a moment of pause between the influence and the thesis for which I did everything I could for now (because the professor, or even the hospital do not regard me?), I have a moment of calm and relaxation. and of course, as my usual, I found myself thinking a mountain, or, as some say, to make me one thousand menate! the fact is that they are changing a lot of things in my life are finishing their studies and the world of Work is getting closer and closer even faster since Leo is already a month into this strange reality, of course, and rightly takes me too. The other day I sent my CV a company seeking biomedical engineers and perugia 5 months ago if I would be happy to do so, now that I know that soon I have to give a move to find work, I am a huge fear. after all these years of study (18 years, hell, more than half my life!) I had all the mechanisms used to, now it's time to change everything ... well, who already did this step the knows better than me, who will, he will find out! I have a huge desire to break away from my family, to be independent, to live alone, I want to distance myself from people I found to be different from those who pretend to be and remain only with real people. I realized that this building friendships Age is not as simple as it was before, it is possible and beautiful, look at you, but for me it will be more difficult ... perhaps due to past experience ... I was wrong not just for "love" ... indeed, perhaps for "friendship" even more ... well, are in a time of change, choices to do that this time affecting more than other times of my life. Scouting certainly also be affected, although this a mountain I'm sorry, but it is already ... Tuscany, I tell you that the meeting would be a problem, and it is, and yesterday I found out two days after the green banners, I have the first evidence of the state exam, so I guess that one day we will miss ... a little 'how to put things ...
time there I want to send a big kiss, today I decided to give you a smile!
